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11:15 pm
[Link] | So I have officially been back on my diet and exercise for one whole week. Today I got my mile on the eliptical down to under 15 minutes. I'm down 6.4lbs from last week! I'm excited!
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11:47 pm
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01:41 am
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Kiss the Rain
So i was listening to an old song that I've loved for years, Kiss the Rain by Billie Myers, and decided to look on her website. Along with the lyrics there's a poem that inspired the song. Kinda cool.
Poem
Hello?
The distance in a breath
If it's not felt on my cheek
Is too much
Is too far
The sound of my own voice, hollow
Echoes
Am I that out of my depth
Is that really me
Do I sound that insecure
Do you miss me
Do you wish I was there
Is that laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone
(don't answer the unanswerable
If the truth would hurt)
In the space of a 5 hour time difference
My imagination has run a marathon
Of thought
Leaving loneliness to abuse me
And jealousy to pick up the pieces
Do you miss me
The way I miss you
(Silence)
Hello?
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
Can you hear me
lyrics
Hello
Can you hear me?
Am I getting through to you?
Hello
Is it late there?
Is that laughter on the line?
Are you sure you're there alone?
Cause I'm trying to explain,
Something's wrong
You just don't sound the same
Why don't you, why don't you
Go outside, go outside
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind we're under the same sky
And the night's as empty for me as for you
If you feel you can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missing you
What's new?
How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
You sound so close but it feels like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind, in my mind
Would you go, would you go?
Kiss the rain
As you fall over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn
Keep in mind we're under the same sky
And the night's as empty for me as for you
If you feel you can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Hello
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
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02:09 am
[Link] | Hey ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) kearny, you're banned from commenting on my journal.
This loser followed a random comment I made on a Livejournal community that has tens of thousands of members back to MY PERSONAL LIVEJOURNAL and started making immature and personal comments about the entries in my journal about my personal life. When I confronted kearny, instead of explaining the behavior, I was called a slut instead. Yet the rebuttal comments I left on kearny's page were deleted. If you don't think you're doing anything wrong, then why would you delete the evidence from your page so none of your friends would know? Yup, that's what I thought. Now all of my friends are going to know what a big loser you are.
Oh, and MICHGAY SUCKS. GO BUCKS! BIG TEN CHAMPS AND FUTURE NATIONAL CHAMPS!
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05:48 am
[Link] | GO BUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! MICHIGAY WHO????????????
So in my drunken belligerency, I've decided that I'm having a keg at my apt for the bowl game. I'm sticking to that shit. Anyone who comes to drink is throwing $3 down. FUUUUUUUCK MICHIGAN!
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04:22 am
[Link] | Somebody tell me wtf? I was at my neighbor's upstairs. We all party these days. He invited some friends from high school.
Hit it off with one guy. He wa a horse guy. We ended up making out., not OMG i want your pants making out, but cute kisses making out. next thing I know he disappears? WTF?
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07:39 pm
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01:52 am
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When I Get Where I'm Going
When I get where I'm going
On the far side of the sky
The first thing that I'm gonna do
Is spread my wings and fly
I'm gonna land beside a lion
And run my fingers through his mane
Or I might find out what it's like
To ride a drop of rain
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here
I'm gonna walk with my grand daddy Grandma
And he'll she'll match me step for step
And I'll tell him her how I missed him her
Every minute since he she left
Then I'll hug his her neck
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles
I have carried all these years
And I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
Yeah when I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here
So much pain and so much darkness
In this world we stumble through
All these questions I can't answer
So much work to do
But when I get where I'm going
And I see my maker's face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of his amazing grace
Yeah when I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
Hallelujah
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Yeah when I get where I'm going
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10:20 am
[Link] | Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
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05:39 pm
[Link] | Yeah you go and block me and hide all your shit so I can't see the lies you tell about me to your internet friends. Real cool I'm jealous.
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04:30 am
[Link] | 1. Copy and paste this into your journal:
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b>
2. Eliminate the asterisks.
3. Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
4. See what color you are.
lauralea
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09:13 pm
[Link] | RIP Grandma...I love you. 8.06.06
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03:10 pm
[Link] | Sneaking beers and margaritas into the movies with your friends is fun. Mixing all sorts of booze and throwing up the next morning, not so much.
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10:11 pm
[Link] | So I went to get out some ground beef from my freezer tonight to thaw so I could cook one of my friends supper, and guess what? *Someone* decided to steal meat from me. Who the fuck does that?
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08:28 am
[Link] |
Stolen from Krisco
defenestrate \dee-FEN-uh-strayt\, transitive verb:
To throw out of a window.
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08:04 am
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Dierks Bentley - Settle for a Slowdown
I must look just like a fool here
in the middle of the road
standing there in your rearview
and getting soaked to the bone
this land is flat as it is mean
a man can see for a hundred miles
So I'm still praying I might see
the glow of a brake light.
But your wheels just turn,
down the road ahead
If it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
I keep a lookin' for
the slightest sign that you might miss
what you left behind
I know there's nothing stopping you now
but I'd settle for a slowdown.
I held on longer then I should
Leaving you might change your mind
those bright lights of Hollywood
would fade in time.
But your wheels just turn
down the road ahead
If it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
I keep a lookin' for
the slightest sign
that you might miss
what you left behind
I know there's nothing stopping you now
but I'd settle for a slowdown.
But your wheels just turn
down the road ahead
if it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes
baby just one time
I know there's nothing stopping you now
Im not asking you to turn back around
I'd settle for a slowdown
come on just slow down
I'd settle for a slow down.
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11:11 pm
[Link] | I just sent out two resumes, one for a position of personal assistant to a dairy veterinarian at the OSU Marysville clinic, where he works with two of the most awesome vets ever. I'm holding out for the first one, but I also put in a resume at an ER clinic as receptionist. Cross your fingers yall.
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01:05 am
[Link] | I think I've just officially become a ho...who has a pimp...who is taking me and my fellow ho to the movies on thursday...how bout that
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09:07 pm
[Link] | The Yellowcard concert was the best time of my life. Was right up by the stage, Sean waved at me before he came on, grabbed my hand twice, winked and blew kisses, and we stood around outside for about 20 minutes just hanging out. He even called me Teabag. Sarah heard it. They didn't make it out with us for cinco de mayo...some bullshit about not supposed to drink the night before...and they had to leave for Tennessee right away so we couldn't drink afterward. He was seriously bummed. Wow. I mean, there was SO MUCH to the night, it's just there's no way to even describe it in words that even come close to how amazing it was. Sarah and I are roadtripping to Philly next month to see them at the Electric Factory. They don't have a show the next day, so there will DEFINATELY be some partying that night.
Pics: http://community.webshots.com/album/550209249KvewBr
Holly Wood Died video I made: http://www.youtube.com/v/NUFnSwchG34
Ocean Avenue Video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X61q5Pzgtmk
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09:09 pm
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Friends Only
Due to the fact that some people can't accept that this is my own space to do and say EXACLTY what I feel and that they have no right to get angry about it or try and use it against me just because they chose to read it, my journal will be Friends Only from now on. Hope you're happy.
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